Okay i have thoughts today but don't know to let them out. Several issues is going on with me but don't how to make them come out making sense. Maybe because they are not supposed to make sense, maybe i am thinking on them too much. One involves service at church, the other is complicated. This would be a good time to have a close friend near had experience in this one area. I am talking broadly because i be sharing this blog. All i say it involves a human. I tend to think too hard about things and they could be simple but i tend to think on it way to much. Then make them to be out more than they are. I am going to try to pray and not worry/think about it. Thank you Lord for your Love and goodness to me. Thank you i don't have to rich in my own eyes or the worlds eyes. That rich is better when you are blessed by God and have the relationship you should have with him. Today BSBC had a good service and glad that i went. Sometime i want to visit LCBC Lancaster city sometime. Maybe i can do it before i can to bright side sometime. Also i want to visit crossroads sometime again. Just not sure when because i don't like to miss my own church. Some Sunday i will have to make the sacrifice. Looking forward to what God is going to bring me in the coming months, year ahead.

Hello world. Today i am feeling like i either need to get a part time job and a new car. There seems to be 4 things wrong with the car that i have now. Looking for a answers, will be going to Lord in prayer about this one first instead of trying to fix it on my own.

I wonder why some days why in the world i have to go through the things i do. But i realized that everyone has to go through something and why not me in my situation and stuff that i am going through. Thankful that i have the Lord on my side to help me along this journey.


Just trying to keep in mind prayer changes things and can provide the right answers for the situations that we go through in this life.

So my blog is called my blessed life. It is blessed, but sometimes i feel like it isn't just because of the circumstances that happen in it. But i have to go and look at the WHOLE picture of what my life is and not what a small part looks like or what happens at that moment or day. Like today i was coming home heading towards health ministry meeting, and my two passenger tires blew holes in them and had a dilemma on my hands. The Lord brought over to people that asked how i was and to make sure i was okay. At the time i didn't take it as helpers but now that i look at it, it is. I am thankful that i have aaa's, that even though it was tough to experience had a decent place to be until stay until three A's came to help me and tow my car to the shop to get two new tires. Also the fact my mom was able to come and help me, the Good Lord made sure a bad situation come into a okay ending. He made sure i help, to get the things i needed in that situation. In life you have to take the good, bad and the ugly. But I am thankful that i have the Lord through them all. Sometimes you get to go over the mountain but sometimes you have to go through it or through the valley moments. But He is always there with you and make sure you sailing isn't as bumpy as could be.

Today i was able to go to a baseball game, good time but didn't stay the whole time. There was a youth that sang today the national anthem, she has a God given gift of singing. Overall i didn't have a wonderful day but it wasn't a bad day either. Things happen in life that are not pleasant but that is life. God didn't say our lives would be a bed of roses, but wait maybe he did. In the roses there are some thorns and some not straight stems. So in that sense life is a bed of roses. It just not the pretty part of the roses sometimes.

Tomorrow is fathers day, i am remembering my father who help give me life. I didn't get to spend a lot of time with him but i am glad for the memories i do have of him and the life lessons that i learned from him. Like what to do and what not to do. Thank you God for giving me a dad ad many other men that you have brought into my life that has made a difference for the better and help me stay away from the life i could have had if i would have wondered off, etc.

6/13/10

Today I went to church, did Sunday school and church. Both were good learning moments and the Holy Spirit worked and helped me learn some things about me and how to handle everyday moments. A church that is close to where i live helped us out today. Instead of having church they cut our hedges, m0wed the lawn and did some weed picking. Be definitely be sending them a thank you note.


Now i made lunch and ready to relax and watch blindside. I wanted to watch it when it was in the movie theater but didn't get the chance. It is supposed to be a good movie. I guess will see. Some days i get tired of playing church but always in the pursuit of being real and down the earth. I don't want to play church i want to be real. Moms day was hard at work, they had a bad day and busy one. I am glad she is home now and can relax. Makes me grateful for a place that i can work that is air conditioned.

6/12/10 part 3

I am home now from friends party from work. Why do i let worry get the best of me? I worry that everyone is talking about me and also if be friend this person on facebook and don't someone else. Why do i worry? God says in his word that we should not worry. I wish i could not be so critical of me and of others.

I had a nice time at the party and did some socializing. I am getting out of my shy box. woohoo! But still staying true to who Denise is. Who is Denise anyway?

Witness Festival

Today i went to a music festival that they call witness fesitval. It has music and speakers, so you know what goes on. There was a tent that had vendors: the people that sang, the people that spoke and some local colleges and buisnesses. had a nice time, it was hot and humid that means it was sunny too. The last time they had the event it was 2 years ago. There was alot of people there, i stayed for two hours and it was a good time. It was in quarryville, pa, it was in a nice area and nice setting. Big wide open grassy field, perfect, a lot of people but they had a big enough place that it didnt have to be cramped for space. Which i like because i dont like crowds and espcially if they are cramped. I can deal better if they are spread apart. I would hav stayed longer if it wasnt getting hot and it had more shade to cover me. Good time was had by me and seemed like everyone else was having a good time. I got to see PurNRG and Reilly then heard David Nassar speak. All were good and enjoyed all. I am hoping that i can go again and hope they have the event again. Next year may try to stay longer and bring some people along with me. :)

thoughts for 6/12/10 part 1

So what is going on with me? I havent wrote in this for a while, so it is time for me to do so. Today i am glad that i dont have to work because it has been a crazy week and I need a ceista. I hope i spelled that right. I had a down week but the Lord he brought me through it. I am lookingforward to the day that i can use my experiance to help others to become healthy and more able bodied people. They said at the gym that i attend they cant afford to pay anymore instructors so maybe my time is not yet come to be an instructor. Right now i guess i am to follow His lead. I see God in helping me become one but it is taking steps and time for the end result to happen. Like at the gym that i go to there is a lady that is willing to mentor/work with me to do step class and aeorbics. I have realized i need to more praying for myself that God will guide my life and maybe its time for some changes in all areas. Like in church maybe becoming more involved with other areas f church life. With support services and health and less with sunday school. But i need to pray first and let Him do the guideing and leading.

Today at church we had the business meeting. SOmedays it discourages me to see that there is not alot of people in attendance to the meetings. Another area to pray about and not let just discourage. I am reminded of the words of this verse " Let the words of my mouth and mediations of my heart and mind be pleasing unto the Lord" I dontthink i quoted it word by word. BUt i get the gest of it, to use my words and that my heart should be of Him and the things and thoughts of Christ.

On tuesday night i hope i can go to a event at eden that is with a deacon at my chuch that it is going to be about fitness and money. So prayfully i plan to be there. I need to call the lady at bsoc to talk about what she did to become a fitness person and learn from her. Thank you Lord how you lead and guide i dont always see what you are doing or understand it but thankful for the times He allows for me to see glimpses and little understandings. Help me Lord not get sidetracked on what you are calling me to do, i have a servants heart but i need to follow you.

Today i look forward to going to the witness festival at quarreyville i hope it dosnt get to hot because its not as pleasant then look forward to going to a friends house from work, she is having a family oreinted party. So looking forward to that. I look forward to doing some minor clean up. I realize there is a couple books that i want to take the time to read because they have been sitting there for months and months. I need to read and pass them on. Time is thhe issue and sitting myself down to read them is the other issue.

thankfulness

Thinks that God is great and God is Good and i just to take this time to thank Him for a job, the patience to get through all that i do. He is the one that is helping me in it all.

Downsizing

Had to do some downsizing on my facebook page. Took some people off that are from work that i dont talk to very much and i am hoping that there are no hard feelings but i dont think they are close friends and that they are just accauintnces. Hopefully we can still talk and be friendly still. Hopefully i can send an email early tommorrow and let people know and they can understand why i did it.

Prayer changes things. I am hoping that i can balance the computer time usage more effectively. Tonight i get to go to class that a friend is teaching she now teaches at a different gym.